In elementary school, I remember learning about
river rocks. The current beats and pulls against them, molding them smooth,
almost soft when you hold them. Over hundreds of years, a meaningless rock becomes a
geologist’s treasure.
Last summer, we went to Florence to see the David. I could
tell you about how impressed I was, how I circled him amidst a suffocating
crowd, sketched his many expressions, and read about the million tiny sensors
that monitor his body for cracks.
But what I remember most now are the dim Michelangelos
leading up to David’s throne. Never finished or given a second glance, they
seemed there to fill space. I studied the frame of a head, the bridge of a
nose, and eyes still blinking away sleep. Would you believe me if I told you
they seemed more human?
Somehow, I thought of one summer afternoon heating up
Rupert’s coffee. He got it from the food bank, I think. He
liked his coffee hot but not too hot. He waited for me outside the back door,
while I zapped it at thirty second intervals. Three times he sipped and handed
it back.
He wore his standard plaid T-shirt, black jacket, and long, white beard. I remember his grey eyes most. Head ducked, they always darted away when I spoke. He didn't seem to care for women. Thirty or so years ago, our house offered
to let him use our laundry room and shower. Sometimes he stood in that basement
for five minutes, sometimes for two hours. I quickly learned: One, never put
your hands in your pockets. He hates guns, even imaginary ones. Second, never
wear red, because he also hates communists. Third, don’t take offense if he
calls you an Anti-Christ Roman Legion. Rupert often sifted through our garbage
bin, returning every broken mug, stained sweater, and milk carton we rejected.
I gave him the coffee. He took a sip, and suddenly his eyes
lit up, met mine. I heard once that he used to be in college. A really good
college. He used to be going places.
Maybe Rupert is just like those statues, like a river rock
in a dry bed, brilliant underneath and just waiting to be found.
Aren't we all? Me in my limp ponytail, missing my boyfriend, working
long hours at a campus job.
I’d like to think Michelangelo comes back at night, or maybe
just a fanatic, to carve those stones.
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